Want to hear from You, Jesus.

My current religious view: None.

As a freeman like me, I don't have any religious view. I was once a Jesus' child for few years, but I left Him behind. Sorry Father, I know I did hurt you much.

My old neighbor told me, Jesus is always in our heart, you can share with Him your happiness, and your sadness, He will always be your best listener.

Yes, I do agree with my old neighbor that Jesus always the best listener. Please forgive my selfishness, Father, I do need someone to talk with, something is smothering me, pushing me to the hell. I know, You are the only one who could heal me.

Dear Father,

May I know what is relationship? Is it every relationship will end up easily? The relationship I meant here is not only for couples, but for friends also. I love them, and yet, I lost them. May I know why?

Can I throw away all the love feelings that I'm having now? I know the possibility for me and him to become couple is 0%. It's hard for me to forget the feeling tho I know it is impossible to be happened. Father, please help me.

Father, I want to put all my stresses and pressures into dustbin, buried them as well, but please don't recycle them, I don't want to repeat the same stress...they just freaking me out.

Father, did you hear me?

From,
Your child, Patricia.

Will You be the one who make my sorrow undone?
Will You be my light when I have no place to run?
Will You give me strength when I feel weak?

I will always love You. You are always in my heart but I just don't want to tell. Father, please forgive me that I didn't share with you the feelings I had last time. From now on, I would share with you, no matter how sweet or bitter it is.